Hi baby. Today was a hard day for me, I was just in a funk :( I can't believe tomorrow would have been your 28 th birthday! Ironically tomorrow is when I start my counseling. I miss you so very much, I find myself wanting to call you, and than I realize I can't! I find that I am jealous when I see a young Daddy with their daughter. I don't mean to be like that, it just breaks my heart that Kennedy is going to miss out on that! I love you more than you ever will know, and I just wish you would have believed that... I am going to go back to school, and I am starting to go back to church (which has been good so far). I am trying to live one day at a time, but I wonder how tomorrow will affect me, how the holidays will play out. Just curious, I guess... So many people keep telling me how strong I am, but I do not feel strong at all, a piece of me is broken, that I am not sure can ever be fixed. They say time heals all wounds, & I suppose they are right, it just doesn't feel that way. I love and miss you more than words could ever describe.
Love always and forever your wife,
Ang
DEEP WOUNDS NEVER HEAL THEY SCAR...THEY EVENTUALLY CLOSE AND THE SCAR IS LEFT FOR ETERNAL MEMORY.
ReplyDeleteI KNOW EVERY SCAR THAT I HAVE I CAN TELL YOU WHAT CAUSED IT AND HOW I LEARNED FROM IT.
THINK OF YOUR SCARS AS ROAD PATHS TO YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS. WITH OUT THEM WE WOULD HAVE NO DREAMS.KRISTY-