Hi baby! I am trying to not be bitter, and be better. But I think that is so much easier said than done! I think that as the anniversary of your death approaches, I become more irritable, and "out of control" with ANGER. Maybe I am still angry with you for the way you decided to end of your life is so unfair to not only me, but our beautiful daughter! I am trying to still make sense of your death, and I more than likely never will. God how I did love you ( while some people have stated recently that I didn't or I wasn't in love with you any more ). I know we had so many issues, but I really did love you with all of my heart & soul. Who are they to say how I felt about you, what do they know about what I am feeling or thinking four months later. I guess your death has taught me who are my real friends, til the bitter end.
I love and miss you so very much!
Love always n forever your wife,
Ang
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