Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Dear Ricky,

Hi baby. So much has been going on in the last 48 hours, it has been crazy! Your mom has been in the hospital since Sunday ( Kennedy, my mom & I ) went to see Julie yesterday. It broke my heart to see your mom like that. I have been praying that she Will be okay & get to come home soon. I have been praying that certain relationships get better, and I think with time it will come. I hope all of our hearts heal soon, and the blame game will finally come to an end. I pray that I will get better, and not be so bitter. All this time that you have been gone, and I realize that NOTHING WILL BRING YOU BACK, IT IS AT THE END OF THE DAY MATERIALISTIC THINGS, THAT KENNEDY WILL MORE THAN LIKELY NEVER GET! I am tired of the fighting, and the disappointment that has came since you past away. I know that people feel entitled to your possessions, but legally I am next of kin, it just seems all so ridiculous to me really. And after all this time, I am still being "attacked" by people. It is what it is, I guess. I really am not a vengeful person, but rather a person who has said enough is enough. I love and miss you so much!
Love always n forever your wife,
Ang

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