Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Dear Ricky,

Hi baby. So many new and exciting things are happening! Kennedy & I have keys to our new apartment, our bankruptcy has been discharged! I feel less stressed out about things now. Your mom is doing better ( apparently she had a very bad case of selulitus ). I have embraced all these changes going on, while some of them scare the shit out of me. I just wish you would have held on to hope that things would work out in the end. I am realizing that I no longer hold hostility towards Jesse, that he is in a better place. I often wonder if you met him, and he helped you on your journey in heaven... Silly I know, but it is what keeps me going. I wonder if Bonnie and you got all caught up, and are kicking back together? I miss you so much!!! There is so much you are missing out on, and it seems so unfair to me, that you are not here!!! I love you with all of my heart, and wish with all of my heart that this is just a nightmare, I am going to wake up from. I love and miss you.
Love always n forever your wife,
Ang

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