Dear Ricky,

Hi baby... I can not believe I will be leaving for NYC in 22 days, and the walk is in 24 days. It seems like a life time ago, I decided to embark on this adventure that I am sure will help heal my heart & soul. I honestly dreaded Mother's day this year, as it was my first without you here. It however was a nice day. My mom got me a nice necklace & earrings set from Kennedy & many friends text me, to wish me a happy Mother's day. Your mom was in ICU on Mother's day ( not the way I planned on visiting her).... I have been praying for Julie, and she seems to be doing good.However the best, but yet bitter sweet part of my Mother's day... You came & visited me in a dream. I understand your spirit will always live on. Speaking of hospitals Nick & Julie are in the hospital, awaiting on the birth of their sweet baby girl. They are going to induce her today ( she went in the hospital last night, & was dilated to 2 centimeters). I am excited to meet the newest addition to our family. I have been becoming more active with church. I am taking a bible study class with pastor Jason, which is awesome. I plan on getting baptised, when they do the next water baptism.I am still trying to figure out, what I want to go to school for... I am thinking of taking writing courses, and eventually write a book based on loosing three people to suicide & how I survived these devastating losses... My life has forever changed in ways, I can not explain. I love & miss you so very much babe.
Love always n forever your wife,
Ang