Today Kennedy & I were watching tv. A man was visiting his son's grave & Kennedy looks at me & says that's daddy's grave. DO YOU KNOW HOW ANGRY I AM AT YOU RIGHT NOW??? Why wouldn't you just admit you needed help, & you could still be here? How is it fair that my little girl is left daddyless by your own choice? Yes I understand people that die by suicide are suffering from depression, & it is a mental illness. But it does not mean I do not have my days where I AM SO ANGRY, ALL I SEE IS RED!!! I am having a moment, right now, where I just simply do not understand... Where none of it makes any sense to me at all. Never will have any answers, not sure even if I did any of it would ever make any sense to me...
Love you always n forever your wife,
Ang
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