Friday, July 29, 2011

Dear Ricky,

Hi baby. What an odd last couple of days.... It seems as though it was just yesterday you were here, and yet you have been gone ten in a half months now. Where does the time go? I know you were in such a dark place, that you felt like there was no HOPE left. I am so sorry you lost your hope. What I wouldn't do to have you here right now.
Kennedy wants to go see the Smurfs movie, I'm thinking about taking her today. Her and I both got our hair cut the other day. I'm sure you would have not liked it, and complained beans hair was to short (like you always did).
I have been at odds about a lot of things lately... And I'm not sure if, and when I will never be at odds about things... But I guess it is what it is.
Someone I cared for deeply, had hurt me so bad, to the point I was so done with them and their crap. Found out yesterday, that his dad past away. So I reached out as a friend.
I have been battling a cold the last couple of days, but I'm slowly getting better. Can you believe Alina had her baby girl. Journey weighed 9.9 oz, 21 inches long & came into this world at 2:26 AM on 7/28/2011. I have not met Journey yet, but seen the photos, and she is beautiful babe!
These are the moments where I wish you were here... To see this, to feel this, to experience life. How beautiful it really is...
Love you always n forever your wife,
Ang

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