Dear Ricky,

Hi baby. What a crazy few days it has been! I can't believe our baby girl will be four on Monday! Where does the time go? I really want to go back to school, but I don't think I can get your unused GI bill, so I will have to look into grants/scholarships. Some mornings I wake up, and just cry. I miss you so very much. I started a group on Face book entitled I am a survivor of suicide. I want to raise awareness about suicide. Remember how I told you about the woman Maria, whose brother committed suicide a few months ago? She has been on my mind a lot lately. At church I asked Pastor Jason to pray with me for her. I miss you so very much, and I know you may not be here with me physically, but you are here with me in spirit. I love you so very much (and not day goes by, that I do not think about you) and how I wish things would have turned out differently! I know there is a light at the end of the tunnel, I think I am finding my way baby!
Love always and forever your wife,
Ang