Dear Ricky,

Hi baby! Today was an emotionally BAD DAY FOR ME! I am not sure if it was lack of sleep, or what my problem is today! So I am upset with your mom today ( and as you know that rarely happens )! I try to make sure Kennedy gets time with your parents, yet when I call them, they do not return my calls, or they wait till the last minute to try to plan something with her. There has been some terrible things said on all three of our parts, and with all the things that your father has said to me, I still allow Kennedy to spend time with your parents. What they fail to realize is those words still hurt like hell, and I am trying to be the better person. But I am feeling attacked yet again, and refuse to keep doing this with them, when they feel the need to Have an emotional punching bag. At the end of the day, it ANGERS ME, HURTS ME, MAKES ME SAD AND DISAPPOINTS ME! I begin to think and feel that maybe I should hold off on all visits, until I am not feeling bullied into - when you think about it ). I know if you were alive, you would be disappointed at the situation this has created. Your parents are suppose to have Kennedy Tuesday night, and now I am wondering if I should allow her to go over there or not. I don't want to take that away from Kennedy, but at the same time, I will not feel bad, because I have plans for MY DAUGHTER! SOMETHING HAS TO GIVE, SOONER OR LATTER AND BABY I'M GIVING! TODAY WAS MY BREAKING POINT AND THAT BREAKS, MY ALREADY BROKEN HEART!
Love always n forever your wife,
Ang