Hi baby. It has been a rough 48 hours! Grandma is in the hospital, she was not able to walk. She has been in the hospital since Sunday. From what I understand when she is released from the hospital, they want to put her in a rehabilitation home ( to help her get her strength back. I am going to visit her after I am off work today. My dad has another surgery tomorrow, it seems like when it rains it pours. I am missing you so very much right now! It's not fair that we don't have Christmas this year with you. Friends want to hang out on new years eve & for the first time, I am not feeling like doing much of anything, but crawling in bed & crying. How much more can one person be expected to take? Kennedy has her assessment for bridges on Wednesday ( it is a support group for children ages 4 - 18 years old who have lost a parent ). I hope this will help her get through the pain of loosing you. It seems so unreal to me still that you are gone, I keep waiting for Ashton Kutcher to say I've been punked. It's a bad joke, that you are okay and you never left us at all! Why do I still feel this way almost three months later? Why have I chose to let certian things bother me so much, I know it will not bring you back. I love and miss you so very much - I am doing the best I can do, and sometimes that feels like it is not enough!
love always n forver you wife,
Ang
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