Hi baby. Today was my melt down. I went & got myself a coffee, and as I was headed back home, I saw a car that looked like yours ( while listening to the first cut is the deepest ). It made me cry. While I am trying to learn to live again, I miss you so very much. I don't know why certain people have came back in my life, but they have. I have always believed everything happens for a reason, and it may take a while to figure it out, maybe never... Gosh I am just rattling on & on... I didn't think today would be hard, but it is. It feels like I have to learn to live again, and while I am trying, I find I am much more guarded than ever before. I am "lost" and confused about a lot of things right now. Maybe I am over thinking things ( like I always do ) but it seems by over thinking things, it takes away the pain of loosing you. No matter what, you were the one I loved, and it still seems unreal to me that you are gone. I am not sure where things will end up, but I know there is a light at the end of this very dark tunnel. I wish with all my heart that things were different, and you were still here. People ask me what do you want for Christmas... And I know it sounds silly, but I wish with everything I have that you were still here. I love and miss you.
Love always n forever your wife,
Ang
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