Hi baby. So I have decided what I want to go back to school for. I have decided I want to be a school counselor. I am hoping to work with elementary school kids. I am going to check out Highline Community college. My birthday came and went... I did fine all day long, than BOOM it hit me like a ton of bricks... Maybe it was all the other things, combined with missing you so very much, that simply overwhelmed me. Kennedy & I were given a kitty yesterday. He is just the sweetest little thing, & loves "Bean" so much. He spends a lot of time in her room, I even spied him sleeping on her bed. We got him from Charisse, and his name is Max. He reminds me a bit of Howler. I am so nervous about going back to school... So odd to me to go back, sixteen years later. Even though I have now figured out what I want to go back to school for, it's going to take a lot of discipline on my part ( something, I do not always exercise)... I however still want to write a book, and hope to have it published. Life is at times so hard without you here, but I try so very hard to just go with the flow, not just for me, but for Kennedy to. I know that there has to be something positive to come out of your suicide, not really sure what that is or how I'm doing it.. I think by telling my story, maybe, just maybe it helps someone out there. Kennedy goes back to preschool soon. She will be in the afternoon class, which prepares her for kindergarten. I love and miss you so very much.
Love always n forever your wife,
Ang
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