Saturday, September 24, 2011

Dear Ricky,

Well September twenty second came and went in a blink of an eye. The day went better, than I thought. I'm not gonna lie & say that September was not full of triggers... It still seems so unreal to me that you are gone, you are really gone. I am doing the best I can to just get back to me. I felt so lost for sooooo long. I have had to really reevaluate a lot of things in my life. This also includes the people, that I thought would always be there for me no matter what. I learned quickly who my true friends are. Kinda sad in a way, but it is what it is. So many changes going on, it is scary. And I wish you were here to just tell me it is all gonna work out. I still often wonder what if... I just want you to know you are missed & loved by so many.
Love always n forever,
Ang

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