Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Dear Ricky,

Hi baby, today would have been your 28th birthday. It was not an easy day. I did my counseling session with Pastor Jason today, it was good to let it all out. He did recommend that I see a licenced grief counselor (which I plan on doing, and attending support groups soon). I had a nice dinner with your parents, Angie, Gina, Mia, & Kennedy (in honor of your birthday). We went to the Outback in Federal Way, the food was okay (still not a big fan of Outback)... I had every intention of visiting you at the cemetery today, but I had so much "business" to take care of, I was exhausted, so while I run my errands tomorrow, I will go & see you. I think I found a good church for me, I really like the people there, and I love that they do not preach at you! I think you would have liked it there. It's great because I get to see Jen, & Mike, Sherry & Izzy & Julie & Nick. So may people have written on your face book wall, wishing you a happy birthday - it warmed my heart. I know with time and patience that I will heal. I love and miss you with all my heart and soul.
Love always and forever your wife,
Ang

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